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[Aug. 19th, 2006|07:49 pm] |
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I've never been so disappointed with anything ever, damn results. i remember opening the envelope, but not getting into the car and getting there or anything like that, i guess i was too nervous. i dont get how i got great in what i thought i'd do crap in, but i didnt get my target for my favouritest subject in the world which is history, it sucks. so i ended up with an A in english literature, a B in sociology and a B in history. i didnt even want the A in english lit! URGH!
Moving on to better things, i've spent the week living with bex which has been particularly fun, mainly cos i didnt have to be at home. lazing about watching the oc, green wing and a bucket load of films was great. and celebrating (hm) A level results with basically the whole year in town was great, a tour around every bar ending in whitehall *slight shudder* by then i was too drunk to care where i was. i was happy by then cos i'd seen becca (who is basically amazing to look at and talk to) and mark from work who rocks. all my friends seemed to be getting wasted with their own pitchers but i stuck with shots and ended up dancing with this guy called rory who i ended up........any way becky didnt seem very happy about it, but hey she had her chance to speak up when i said something to her. and i was fed up with being the only single one in a group of couples for about a month. right enough moaning, stop it stop it! Only just got back from becky's. what am i supposed to do when she curls herself around me in bed and strokes my stomach? does she know what she's doing when she kisses my neck and wont let me pull away? she even accidentally kissed my lips really briefly last night and i completely seized up. i dont know if she even realised. |
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[Aug. 8th, 2006|09:57 pm] |
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When I first got this journal I thought 'right, I have loads of time so I'll update it every day'. But I kept forgetting, oh well! Nothing much has happened anyway. Worked some more, avoided work even more. Sorted out my savings and stuff for America today, still got loads to go, but hey I've got 'til May next year. Becky is away in Staffordshire all this week so I've been moping around, and she sends me texts at really odd hours, usually waking me up, and this morning I was having a weird but good dream which had a mixture of Green Wing and Pirates of the Caribbean. The tickets for Imogen Heap came the other day, which was great as I love getting mail and the seats are close to the stage. I'm not used to going to a seated gig. It's at the Brighton Dome, and I love it there, fantastic memories! Been in a bad mood all week, helped by Holly quizzing me on my non existent love life at work. Then she got out this birthday tarot book thing and looked up mine, saying apparently I'm self assured, sophisticated and dependant but also over confident (I'm the least confident person in the world, ever) and lonely. It was a crap book anyway! The only thing it got right was the lonely thing, and that's only when I feel pathetic. Actually that's quite often really, as I'm a big softie. I've started to babble now so I'm cutting myself off. |
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[Jul. 27th, 2006|07:34 pm] |
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So I had 9 and a half hours of hell today, and I have another 8 tomorrow and on saturday followed by 6 on sunday. I hate that I can't say no to over time *concentrate on the money*. But one fantastic thing that completely surprised me is that my best friend Becky came all the way to see me and even waited for me to finish my break so she could surprise me. Wow! Made me all warm and fuzzy that someone would do that for me. Especially as it's her. I also got asked if I was a lesbian by Tracey my 'till buddy' for today but didn't get a chance to answer. Some really annoying people came into the shop today, god they sucked, awkward questions that I don't know the answers to! Urgh. But soon I'll be staying with Becky whilst her parents and brother are away, which will be interesting. I really want Imagine Me and You to come out on DVD here, I REALLY want it. Maybe it's because I get to hear Lena Headey say my name. And that it's a fantastic wow film, I saw it with Becky. Man I felt awkward explaining the general story to her, sitting next to her of all people. But then I got lost in the film and it was great. I'm embarrassed now so I'm going. |
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[Jul. 26th, 2006|05:17 pm] |
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I'm not sure if anyone will ever read this, but I decided to set this journal up for something to do after meaning to for aaages. I'll probably forget to update it and stuff, but i think it'll be just me reading back over it so what the hell! Not that i have much to do, my school life is over forever, just waiting for results (argh) and my proper full time job to start in september (not my crappy sunday one atm). but then next may its a 3 month trip to the usa! wooo maybe i'll stay there, get away from certain things. or maybe not. anyway, i'll stop babbling now. |
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